RANT!!

You must think i have no life cuz i write in this thing so much(and sadly you'd think right).
Anyway, i had to rant. I'm just sitting here, playing a game to myself when while jack is showing things on his compy to kody, an odd conversation breaks out. A certain drive or file is called the G-spot, and Kody laughed cuz he thought it was dirty. Then he starts talking about disturbingly discriptive facts about this... And he knows a good porn director and watches it often. Man, this guy talks so grossly. Geh!
Idunno, it just makes me mad that guys are socially allowed to talk so badly. That is so wrong. Like, get off it. If you're addicted to porn at least keep it to yourself man. I really think its bad.
I should really come up with a phrase or comeback to stop conversations like that. I can't think of anything in response at those moments.
I sort of feel if i don't word my response carefully enough, they'll judge me and think i'm weird. Which i am, but i just can't bring myself to say something. Actually, hanging around with these guys i'm finding it harder and harder to keep dirty jokes to myself. Like, i've never actually said any, but i almost did once. Two words came out of my mouth before i stopped myself. I really need to slap myself with a big, cold fish.
And then my roommate was angry so he shouted: da** it Jesus!! Then kody responded in a mocking matter, "no, Jesus loves you, he loves you this much", as he opens his arms wide. That just set me off. Geez man, that's just too far. Don't mock my best friend man. It wasn't the right moment for me to step in, and soon they were back at the compy. I really wish i would have said something just then. Oh that's not cool. That's just not cool at all. GAAARR. RANT RANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRATNRANTARENRNRARNARNARNRANTRANTRNANTRA - ASPODE!!
(brains everywhere on my bed).